One of those days

So, for the most part, if you saw Dave you would never know he has cancer or has been through 6 weeks of Radiation. Also for the most part, life just seems to go along. Sometimes I even forget about it all. But today is just one of those days where I feel like I have steel bands around my ribs and can't catch my breath. Tammy Fay-Baker died this past week. Heard about it on the radio this morning while alone in the car. She died of Colon Cancer. Dave told me today that he picked up Lance Armstrong's book that we had been encouraged to read, and has decided there is no way to read it because its too emotional. Some days are fine. Some days its like drowning in a pool of mud.